im back for the time being now. my days was spent on a monday was a long day. woke up in the morning to prepare. head down to purley station then to london victoria. took a walk down to buckingham palace. nothing much there. kinda bored over at their parade. i thought we could go in to see the queen's palace but we were dismissed. not allowed in uk.
in the end. took the tube down to marylebone to see madam tusauuds wax museum. it was good there. took many pictures with the stars. (photos will be uploaded soon) if i knew where my brother put them. -.- kk after the museum, head down to queensway to buy roasted duck for dinner at four season's restaurant then all the way to bond street. shopping again. look around to see nice things. went in to selfrigde & co. checked out the branded goods and all. but, didnt see anything nice. anyways, walked along the streets and finally bought a black GAP top. headed back to purley.
dinner then bathe( some issues happen then will not go into detail abt it).
next morning, refusing to alot of things. being the unreasonable girl. made everyone upset. in the end, after much persuasion head down to central croydon for shopping. went alone cos i didnt want to be disturbed but alone to think about stuffs. come to do alot of thinking. finally ard 6 plus head bk home and slept cos i was tired over many upsetting things. but was resolved after dinner time which i skipped cos i was too upset to eat anything. heard my mum talking. i was feeling very home sicked and wanted to go home but i told myself that its not my holiday i should deserved but its my mums break. so i told her stay on if anything i can take a plane back on my own nt say i hv not done it before. so stayed on.
received 2 messages from dear. did not reply him cos phone no batt. could not be bothered with it cos was too upset that night. miss him soo soo much. sigh.. every night freaking crying cos im home sicked and this has nv happen to me before. im nearly gone almost for a month. cant deal with it. but just enjoy ba for my mum. she deserves this trip.
i love you my dearest. loving you is the best thing that has ever happen to me. i nv regretted the day i met you unfortunately haha. i hope u can be the best husband, best friend, best boyfriend to see me through everything cos i have loved you. liked u told me fat is not what matters, its my heart. and i love u for that.. i love you just the way u are to me. pls be by my side to stick with through everything. u are so precious to me. once again, i love you dear. blessing you.
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