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hello. I'm christine ho(chmj).
born on 19 march 1991
age: 17 turning 18
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Saturday, November 29, 2008
forgive and forget

im heartbroken
im hurt
cos the things you've
said makes my 
heart burn.

why wont u understand
why wont u listen

is it hard to hope
these crying hearts feel 
that pinch of love

forgive and forget
is the remedy to 
everyones care
its pleasure to see the sad 
bloom beautifully

like a butterfly cramped
in a cacoon
praying for that
glimpse of hope
to be free

however

im heartbroken 
im hurt
but if you
forgave and forget
my pinch of hope 
is finally felt.

i miss dear soo much. feeling so home sicked. im crying every freaking night. sigh dunno why.
goodnight everyone. peace out. cadbury day tomoro in london time.
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TO FORGIVE AND FORGET

everything seems so drifted away now
it feels as though pain has taken 
its chances to crush 
our dearly pinful hearts

we werent meant to feel this way
maybe god punishes us for what jesus
 tastes to pay the sins the 
unthinkable beings caused

how miserable life could be
i pludged myself into deep waters
only to find myself raging over
the same caused that occured in my
previous life as a child
disappointment reminicense each hour
minutes to seconds

blessed it'd be those no pain
cos pain cant gained

remorseful it may seem
but thats life to begin with
never the word simplicity bends 
the difficulty.

as i have said before
everything is drifted far
all's left is suffer for that split
moment

till that moment, we may eventually
live in peace. 

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INSANE TALKS THE WORST


Wednesday, November 26, 2008
it was an early morning when i woke up today. tired. feeling alittle frimsy here and there. had a meeting in the kitchen over me and my younger brother due to over undisputed circumstances. not very sightly i know but thats how everything is to be resolved and rationalised to suit everyone's comfort. after that 15 to 20 minute talk.. the chat of a happy aunt begans..

aunt nicole: shall we play mahjong?
me: im quite rusty at it so i'll pass.
aunt nicole: no no, i'll teach you, its fun. recopes yr memory.
me: huh, no seriously!!!
aunt nicole: come one, alittle game wont hurt. so just play
me: okay if u insist.

so i played mahjong and i was having fun cos in london not many people well not any caucasian i know off will play such a localised chinese game. so why not. when she opened the casing for the tiles. it was louis vuitton(LV) OMG.. so jealous can. i was so impressed. the moment i felt the tiles. i feel so recognised and rich!! LOL. whatever man in my dreams i suppose. mum had a good laugh during the game. marcus was thinking hard excrutiatingly whether he should put the tiles or not. well, mum was actually worse. haha. seems to me i picked up fast. lol. hehe. 

around 1230pm went over to a small restaurant, little bay. inside was like a gypsy(think i spelled it correctly)deco. really impressive but at the same time i was aliitle turned off by the ghostly halloween music played to suit the lunch preferance. fetching i thought. haha. it was actually uncle brian's birthday. so we went there to celebrate. the food was good too. delicious. one chef's recommendation. beautiful tendered fresh skinned meat. fish. and starters was extravaggant. cant remember the names though but was good. especially the chocolate browny. yummy!!!

alright back home. doing nothing much. watching iron man froma rented dvd store. missing dear alot alot really. thinking hows he doing?? apparently im 6 thousand ++ km's away from him so not sure whats happening back home. but still. time is passing fast and i will be back in no time to see him soon. in 10 days time i hope. yep. alright good night everyone.

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BISCHESTER VILLAGE COMING UP!!!


Tuesday, November 25, 2008








































its been a long long day for me today. woke up 7am. changed into my warm outfits and walked out of the house. aunt nicole drove me marcus and mom down to east croydon station to train downed to victoria. we ran like mad dogs in the rain and it was freezing cold trying to find the golden tours to take us to the cathedral, stonehedge and roman bath. it was a long journey out of london really. anyway we found the place. bought hot chocolate and sandwich to munch on. we reached stonehedge first. was super super cold there. had to take pictures quickly. well, this is one of the worlds preserved heritage sites. part of the seven wonders. they said that when the sun sets or rises at a certain period of the time at the point of the stone. it goes in a certain angle so it seems. and the ancient ppl took alot of time trying to put the stone upright. its heavy. equals to one ton of people in one bus. so went to gift shop bought souvenirs back. then went over to the cathedral nearby to eat chicken stew. was alright but alittle bland. after lunch all the way down to the cathedral where god is worshipped. it took the romans 38 years to complete the whole building and its soo detailed the worked its so fined no wonder it took so long. the area there of words written in latin. alright now we head down to the roman bath. they said that the schools of thoughts build such an magnificent even math calculation to build steam into the bath. and says that these people came from another planet thats why they are so smart. we just took whats left of how they built them and improvised until now we will not understand how they built the bath so even with such complicated math calculation. freaky aye?? haha.. the roman bath water is the temperature of 46.5 degress. same temp as baby warm water. wonderfully beautiful the area. shopped around there for awhile and it was time to head back to victoria. it was about a two to three hour journey back then. super exhuasted and it was cold in london. sigh.. 

and i dearly dearly miss dear so much.. everyday thinking about him. alright good night everyone. enjoy the pictures. and i DID ALOT OF SHOPPING.

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HOT CHOCOLATE TIME!!

Monday, November 24, 2008





















here are the overdued photos whilst travelling and in knights bridge also where sorry saw wrongly HARVEY nichols and harrods are. i have not been doing much lately this few days. just stayed at home during those unpredictable cold weathers coming on and off as freely as it wishes.ate chinese food for the past few days. oh sat we went to tessco market. its like a supermarket only bigger and more variety. i swear i wish singapore's supermarkets can be as clean and as good as theirs in london. its fantastic. clean and proper. u'll love shopping there. lol. came back and rot the whole night. mum and aunt nicole and i talked the night about all women's thing. issues with our lives. it was a good talk. enjoyed but i was tired in the end. 

woke up on a sunday morning. and woke up to found out in november it was SNOWING. omg. boy was i surprised. haha. alright after that went to church. apparently it was a no choice situation that i had to go but i was alright with it. since it was a holiday, i'll pludge with endurance. haha. met some really nice folks there. after the service, went over to tan ching restaurant. its a chinese small town in london. went over there to eat tim sum. and im surprised that the food they have here are actually comparable to those good ones in london. cos in the english county, the chinese food here is usually not as good as they are with the locals. but its really good. i was full. i could not eat. i had to finish them cos they said guests must always eat everything and whats left there cant be there but in the tunnel it goes. lol. after the tim sum, went to blockbusters. rent some dvds to watch. came back and slept like a logg. oh gosh!! im gonna grow fat at this rate. thanks to who?? we all know who we should thank. KOKO LEE!! my dearest dearest darling. miss him soo much. everyday is like thinking of him. but nothing else. im like on the streets i see those loveydovey couples cuddling each other ang hands tied knot together. i wished it was me and dear along there. its pleasure really. wherever am i, im thinking of alot of things where it has began with and when will it end cos i dont wan the ending soon but much more than what i wan most is to be everlasting. and IM A FAITHFUL. always will be. cos i love him and thats the fact. somehow, i get so afraid if we lose that connection that we have and the relationship might turn sour . its horrific to see something like this happen to me. truely do love you dear. wish u were here now. sigh. alright peeps time to go now. goodnight. love u sweetie.

oh yes. check out the chocolate wrappings and all the detailed designed at harrods. wonderoulsly extrodinary. wanna go there its all at victoria's street. catch a bus and u are on yr way to paradise where every brand and famous names engraved. u named them its all there. at knights bridge.((: peace out everyone.

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IMMA GONNA HV HOT CHOCOLATE(: