the best friend i've ever hadvanessa has left for perth alrd. i was crying like a dog cos it was really heart pain if i see her go. its like how she left the first time and now is the same feeling that happen 4 years ago. it was so upsetting. i cry for her and she cried for me. gosh.. she is really the best thing i can ever have.
one thing about me and her is that when she calls my name i alrd knew what she is gonna ask before she says anything. thats is how good i can read her. she knows everything and i know everything about her. she is someone whom i can never leave alone. but now that she is gone again the third time or the fourth time. well. its back to those lonely good old girl days i shall have without her by my side.
she is my all. she is like my younger sister that i dote on her the most and she dotes on me. when she left. my heart really aches hoping and asking myself why must this day come now? why must time past so quickly that we both have to share some sort of fate that she has to go back no matter what not thinking whether she will come back this yr or not supposingly that was what she told me that she will coming back in november. i mean yeah.. i dunno about anything now but i hope to see her soon. time will fly fast i know it will.
VL, i dunno if u are reading my blog or not. but here is what im gonna say. u really made me cry my hearts out. u are the only friend i truely truely truely trust the most cos we've known each other for so long and i cant tell anyone else what we share except u. everything the bad times the good times u know best and i know best. what is there that i can ask for from u? pls come back soon yeah. i really miss u dear. im so sorry for making u cry cos i cried. but sweetie i love u very much. rmb me always yeah. we both know that nothing can tear us apart. like i said before. no one is to question and asked us to choose. through thick and thin we'll stay. i love u darling. miss u
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I MISS VL SOO MUCH))):
