was at wisma venturing at daniel yam's gowns for sharmaines and vls prom night. after a while sharmaine came out with this beautiful wedding gown. lol. she told me to try it on for good reason. lol i tried it on and omg i have to say i look amazing. and i cant wait for the day i walked down the aisle with my hubby, koko lee. hee.happiest moment of my life.
ytd got back my results and they were like shit. i feel so ****** up. i was crying so badly and when i needed something. my brother also hadto just rubbed it in. gosh i feel so letdown to myself and to my parents. if i could turn back the clock i would want to become the good girl in school and study hard to have a decent result instead of something that says absent or very low average passes. thats what saddens me. im hurt. thankfully, amanda gave me a hug and she comforted me so did sharmaine and vl. i mean wow. when im at my lowest thats the kind of friends i can count on to comfort me. koko was worried about me cos he knows that i was really upset and all. he ended work halfway and accompanied me the whole night to love and hug me when im at deepest. thinking so much why why why why didnt i try harder? why? how i really regetted the day i didnt go back to school.
thank you dear for caring me and showing me such concern towards my life and u really have made me feel the luckiest girl on earth. there is nothing i can ask for truely except for your love and care u've showered on me. i love u so much and i really do. god has given me the most amazing thing on earth.
finally i just logged on to my msn. i had this message i dunno if its on purpose or accident but amanda sent me the sweetest thing i've never imagine.
sometimes when i hugged her i felt like hugging her so tightly to show how much she means to me.
omg when i read that i swear i cried. amanda u are really one in a million. u may not see that i dont care or anything but u are very precious to me and i love u very much for caring me. i known u long enough to see that u really showed concerned to me. im very thankful. i mean although we had conflicts before but those were the past now is future. i love you remember that always. u are very precious to me.
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