forgive and forget
im heartbroken
im hurt
cos the things you've
said makes my
heart burn.
why wont u understand
why wont u listen
is it hard to hope
these crying hearts feel
that pinch of love
forgive and forget
is the remedy to
everyones care
its pleasure to see the sad
bloom beautifully
like a butterfly cramped
in a cacoon
praying for that
glimpse of hope
to be free
however
im heartbroken
im hurt
but if you
forgave and forget
my pinch of hope
is finally felt.
i miss dear soo much. feeling so home sicked. im crying every freaking night. sigh dunno why.
goodnight everyone. peace out. cadbury day tomoro in london time.
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TO FORGIVE AND FORGET
everything seems so drifted away now
it feels as though pain has taken
its chances to crush
our dearly pinful hearts
we werent meant to feel this way
maybe god punishes us for what jesus
tastes to pay the sins the
unthinkable beings caused
how miserable life could be
i pludged myself into deep waters
only to find myself raging over
the same caused that occured in my
previous life as a child
disappointment reminicense each hour
minutes to seconds
blessed it'd be those no pain
cos pain cant gained
remorseful it may seem
but thats life to begin with
never the word simplicity bends
the difficulty.
as i have said before
everything is drifted far
all's left is suffer for that split
moment
till that moment, we may eventually
live in peace.
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INSANE TALKS THE WORST
it was an early morning when i woke up today. tired. feeling alittle frimsy here and there. had a meeting in the kitchen over me and my younger brother due to over undisputed circumstances. not very sightly i know but thats how everything is to be resolved and rationalised to suit everyone's comfort. after that 15 to 20 minute talk.. the chat of a happy aunt begans..
aunt nicole: shall we play mahjong?
me: im quite rusty at it so i'll pass.
aunt nicole: no no, i'll teach you, its fun. recopes yr memory.
me: huh, no seriously!!!
aunt nicole: come one, alittle game wont hurt. so just play
me: okay if u insist.
so i played mahjong and i was having fun cos in london not many people well not any caucasian i know off will play such a localised chinese game. so why not. when she opened the casing for the tiles. it was louis vuitton(LV) OMG.. so jealous can. i was so impressed. the moment i felt the tiles. i feel so recognised and rich!! LOL. whatever man in my dreams i suppose. mum had a good laugh during the game. marcus was thinking hard excrutiatingly whether he should put the tiles or not. well, mum was actually worse. haha. seems to me i picked up fast. lol. hehe.
around 1230pm went over to a small restaurant, little bay. inside was like a gypsy(think i spelled it correctly)deco. really impressive but at the same time i was aliitle turned off by the ghostly halloween music played to suit the lunch preferance. fetching i thought. haha. it was actually uncle brian's birthday. so we went there to celebrate. the food was good too. delicious. one chef's recommendation. beautiful tendered fresh skinned meat. fish. and starters was extravaggant. cant remember the names though but was good. especially the chocolate browny. yummy!!!
alright back home. doing nothing much. watching iron man froma rented dvd store. missing dear alot alot really. thinking hows he doing?? apparently im 6 thousand ++ km's away from him so not sure whats happening back home. but still. time is passing fast and i will be back in no time to see him soon. in 10 days time i hope. yep. alright good night everyone.
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BISCHESTER VILLAGE COMING UP!!!